21

Twenty one, a number that has been a stop where I wanted to reach so much last time. It brings so many meaning: it means I am an adult and no longer teen; I can make my own decision in life; I get to choose where I want to be; I can drive; I can be like my cousins… 

But when that day comes, I did not feel any more special than other day, it is another ordinary day. I wake up, go class, cook and do work. Many people asked me how it feels like to be 21. I have no answer to that, just feeling normal. 

I would only say that I am a very blessed person. Blessed to be able to live happily, healthily and safely. Blessed to have received many wishes from family and friends. Blessed to know that whatever happens, my family got my back. Blessed to have friends that make a home away from home so warm. We learn, laugh, cry and explore together. 

How I imagined 21 to be and how I exactly felt is very different but who I am right now is no stranger to me. Growth is ongoing process that does not happen in one day. I accumulated wisdom and strength up to this day. Every step and decision I made, I learnt to take responsibility of it. I understand myself better now after falling down, getting hurt and standing up again. Maybe this is what turning 21 means, being ready to venture and take on more from life. 

TQ for the birthday surprise despite all of us being so busy, for the time and effort spent.

TQ for the meal and hang out, simple thing like this meant a lot to me.

TQ for the card, dress and gift. Also, for the care and guidance all this while.

TQ for the shoes, it’s an early surprise but I got your wishes.

TQ for the cake and card, let’s work towards our graduation together.